I am having a 'chemically imbalanced' day today...just sucks :(
I feel like I just want to go home, crawl into bed, put the covers over my head and sleep for 24 hours straight. I think several small stresses are rolling up into one big stress ball and causing this...grrr GO AWAY!
I hate HATE cell phones. Why is it that people get mad at you if they call you on your cell phone and you don't immediately pick up...or return the call within 5 minutes?? I feel like 2 of my friends are not so happy with me right now b/c they called this weekend and I did not answer (1) because I was away from my phone or (2) because I just didn't feel like talking at that moment. They know this is how I am, yet they still get perturbed when I don't answer or return the call right away. I am just not one of those people who likes to talk to people all day long. I like my alone time (while I still have it)...and I don't get mad if someone doesn't answer/call back right away when I call (of course, I do not make that many phone calls, again that is just not me).
I feel like my body is falling apart at the seams...asthma, unfounded heart palps treated with meds that irritate the asthma, stress fracture on one of my vertabrate causing a nasty pinched sciatic nerve, dental crown that is just not sitting right at the moment. I am too young for this right? And will anyone actually let me adopt with all my 'medical' problems?
And don't get me started on work...If I have to sit here with one more hour of absolutely nothing to do, I think I am going to literally go crazy!
whew, I actually think I am feeling a little better after getting it all out. For anyone reading this, thanks for listening to me be a crab.
About: This blog has been created to document my journey through the international adoption process from the research phase to bringing my forever child home.
